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I guess April isn’t really the best month of the year. Some things had happened, oh I’m not gonna whine about those things, just trying to take them wisely (blah) and see them in positive point of view.

My friend from elementary passed away… his name is Rama and he was Ciella’s ex boyfriend. (btw, I’m writing this with her permit). It’s quite funny that when I’m with Ciella we always talk about him. It was obvious that Rama still loved her. We always told her that if she still loved him she should let him know about it, but what Ciella always did was covering her true feelings and acted up like she didn’t care at all. Now, everything is too late. No matter how hard we cry, he’s not gonna come back…

I didn’t see any of our friends came to his funeral not even to this service at his house. Only me, Ciella, his fam, and some people from his church. Everyone was busy calling us asking why he passed away. And some even making bad assumptions. Ummm… he’s gone and what u can do only talking trash behind his back about how he died? One of my friends said “I’m worried he’s not going to Heaven.” Ahemmm, ok… what made u say that? Just becus u’re so active at church doesn’t mean u can tell who’s going to Heaven and who’s not. U’re not any better than him, nether am I. Things like that can really get on my nerve.