Every little thing that you say or do
I’m hung up
I’m hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I’m fed up
I’m tired of waiting on you
Time goes by so slowly for those who wait
No time to hesitate
Those who run seem to have all the fun
I’m caught up
I don’t know what to do
I can’t keep on waiting for you
I know that you’re still hesitating
Don’t cry for me
’cause I’ll find my way
you’ll wake up one day
but it’ll be too late
You know what, I can’t get that song out of my head. I’ve never been a Madonna’s fan ever before, but since I went to her album’s launching party at F Bar few days ago (read my previous entry), I’ve been singing that song a lot and I always run to my TV whenever the video plays so I can do the Madonna’s dance (hahaha so silly).
Thanks for commenting, everyone. And Ebby I think that your hubby is very sweet and it’s obvious that he loves you so much. It’s like the stories I read in the book Chicken Soup of The Couple’s Soul (I loved that book so much). That book made me think that true love does exist.
I remember about 2 years ago I had this conversation with Chrissy, I said…
Me : Nooo I don’t wanna have a relationship for trials and errors. I just wanna have a boyfriend once in my life who will love me forever and ever and ever and we get married so we can never break up. Hehehe…
Chrissy : Sheilla, there is a break up in marriage. It’s called divorce.
UHHH I don’t even wanna think about it! I still think that I live in fairytale and I will have my love story that says live happily ever after. Do you think I’m too naive?
For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Saviour, which is Christ the Lord. Luke 2:11
Ohhh I’m so excited, tonight is Christmas Eveee !!! We’re gonna go to church this evening. I hope there won’t be another bombing tonight and that we all gonna have a merry Christmas eve. Lord Jesus, thanks so much for coming to this world for us, happy birthday little baby Jesus 
Oh yeah I wanna write about the Christmas celebration that we had with our Sunday School kids. There were a lot of children came, with their parents and babysitters. About 70 of them took part in dancing, a play and choir. We got so busy putting on make up on them before the show. You know there are some advantages and disavantages when you put on make up on little kids.
Advantages
1. Their skin is sooo smooth and you don’t need to put a lot of correction with the concealer, it’s so easy
2. They face, their lips, eyes all are sooo small it’s so cute and it doesn’t take a lot of time to work on their face
Disadvantage
They complain a lot! They hate having make up on their face. “Nooo don’t put too much lipstick, I hate it I hate it! It looks like my cheek are so reddish I don’t want ittt. I don’t want that color it looks so dark I want light pink baby pink! Oh what is that??? I don’t want it on my eyelashesss nooo I’m so scareddd! That’s it that’s it enoughhhh! HUAAAA!!!”
They can complain about make up now, but wait in the next 15 years they won’t be able to live without it. Hehe…
We also invited kids from Penil Orphanage. These are the kids from Ambon, the victims of the Ambonese riots few years ago. These are the kids who’ve seen their parents and brothers and sisters got murdered right in front of their eyes… They took part in a choir in this Christmas celebration, and their voice sounded like angels… they were so talented. We got hypnotized by their voice and we all had tears, and the little kids watched them with their mouths wide opened, we were all amazed. And it’s amazing that they didn’t look sad, or trauma, they looked happy. They had smile on their face and it was just amazing to me. Compared to their problems and trauma in the past, mine is like nothing. It’s true that no one should be sad today, for what Lord has done for each of us would ease all those pain.
